It’s Tuesday and my mind is going crazy! Not psycho crazy, but sexual crazy. Last night Olivia and I was “playing games” with Brandon & Sid, and it escalated quickly! And quickly i left! I was scared! Why? because i don’t want that “name” or “label” of a “hoe” or a “thot” Sometimes i feel like saying “FUCK IT! I’M Horny Anyway! - Fuckk ME!” - LOL! But NO! I keep my respect for myself. … But for what? Seems like that’s what guys want now a days. If I say NO, i’m a “young girl” and they get pissed & never talk to me again because i’m not easy. And if I say YES, I’m a quickie, boom! They never talk to me afterwords! Either way - it’s the same shit! So what am i protecting here? My respect? … for what? Its not like they look in that in females these days! All they want is to cum! No matter what pussy they get. So why am I mad? … Because I want to have fun too! But I rather respect myself & my name, than to have a quickie pleasure with some guy that would probably wont even hit me up again! … I think i’ll just purchase a vibrator.
-Your Fried Brain <3 Sayra